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as thin feels
Created on 2007-01-27 03:10:26 (#12139989), last updated 2007-08-20
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| Name: | bones_ana_bones |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 01-12 |
| Location: | hell, United States |
This is my ana journal...
I am anorexic..and struggle with it on a day to day basis.
I do not wish to give this up. I know it is a disorder. I want to be thin..to look like them!!!





a song I wrote about anorexia...
I am anorexia
In the darkness I was there
You clung to me everywhere
I was your illness but I was your best friend
Can you hear my angry voice once again?
And I’m screaming
But you seem to be running away
Don’t you feel the beauty in the bones
Can’t you break?
And my voice is telling you to stay
But I feel you’re running away
Can you hear me when you see her beauty
I’ll make you feel hollow and empty
Anything to make you believe in me
I’ll take(scream) your (scream)life that will be the final destiny
And you’re bleeding
I can feel you coming back
Remember when you used to cry?
And Hide?
My voice is telling you to be perfection
It’s the only way
You’re never good enough
Bones used to be your goal
I know I was all you knew before
I made you sick I made you lose all hope
Cling to me like a leach sucking blood
I was your only comfort and your only love
I am ana
I am anorexia
And I will ruin your life
If not take it away
ht--five foot 7
cw--130(ew!)
hw--165
lw--117
stg--120
ltg--112
and not this...

eew!!!!!
I am anorexic..and struggle with it on a day to day basis.
I do not wish to give this up. I know it is a disorder. I want to be thin..to look like them!!!





a song I wrote about anorexia...
I am anorexia
In the darkness I was there
You clung to me everywhere
I was your illness but I was your best friend
Can you hear my angry voice once again?
And I’m screaming
But you seem to be running away
Don’t you feel the beauty in the bones
Can’t you break?
And my voice is telling you to stay
But I feel you’re running away
Can you hear me when you see her beauty
I’ll make you feel hollow and empty
Anything to make you believe in me
I’ll take(scream) your (scream)life that will be the final destiny
And you’re bleeding
I can feel you coming back
Remember when you used to cry?
And Hide?
My voice is telling you to be perfection
It’s the only way
You’re never good enough
Bones used to be your goal
I know I was all you knew before
I made you sick I made you lose all hope
Cling to me like a leach sucking blood
I was your only comfort and your only love
I am ana
I am anorexia
And I will ruin your life
If not take it away
ht--five foot 7
cw--130(ew!)
hw--165
lw--117
stg--120
ltg--112
and not this...

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